Sunday, August 7, 2011

I Said "I Love You." He said,

You know what you love? 
You love smoking up with me, drinking and having fun with me. 
You don't love me, Bobbie.

He doesn't know how much I do. It was never about going out, and smoking up. It was always about him. But I went with the flow, did things he did, and yes, I did love doing those things, but only because I did it with him. It's my fault. I never should have done those things. I'm out of control.